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Cowards Crawl, Beggars Burn

by Harry Hayes and Fergus Baynes

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1.
Now you’ve chosen the place you’ll lay In dark quarters, still I’ll stay Thinking a lot about Change in the ways that held dear Feeling through the days When it could be the same, though I doubt And it’s full of fools they say Don’t wanna stay anyway
2.
Yes it’s true that I’ve been bored Not happy at the thought of staying in this lonely place with you But each passing moment’s rest is a delicate and fruitful labour And doesn’t mean we shouldn’t get a kick From the pig at our feet Every whisper that’s been said or Carried away by your head Just to seem perfect and able Could it be a longing day, That’s to be dared against? I know I know, I couldn’t have you anyway, at least not for long You’ll go, I know You couldn’t see it any way that I’d wanted I’m not much use to my baby now My clothes and approach are ruining her waves of time And it’s over now but I wouldn’t want to change any of your ways But it doesn’t mean I can’t get a kick From the pig at our feet I know I know, I couldn’t have you anyway, at least not for long You’ll go, I know You couldn’t see it any way that I’d want I’ve been, I’m bored And no not happy at the thought of staying here Of staying here
3.
My drive has always been you For the longest time And without a spare moment I never stopped loving you This day I’ll stand a little longer By my window looking out To see the lovers stepping out Knowing someone cares
4.
It’s a bolder strength you’ve shown Than the face that looks at me now It’s fooling me but I’ve noticed and it won’t stay long Hold to any humour It’s only life that has let you down It is love that has brought you to my door Why do pebbles still skip From your shore of grace and valour? I know you’re lonely but I’ll keep on giving I’ll keep on giving
5.
In the country of my flower They say there’s no word for sin No age of revolution Soon our voyage to begin Aboard the gentle saint Constantine I saw a woman of the sea They bound her legs and cut her tongue So no song could she sing And when we settled upon Egypt With its great and noble ancestry Still preserved in balms and wraps A detailed history Across the conquered tides of Europe Ashore the humid land of plagues How could you have condemned Moses We are similar but we are not the same When I leave for rosy England My treasure to my breast For the world to see, for my kin to learn For display in the British Museum Across the conquered tides of Europe Ashore the humid land of plagues How could you have condemned Moses We are similar but we are not the same Across the conquered tides of Europe Ashore the humid land of plagues How could you have condemned Moses We are similar and we are just the same
6.
What do these seasons of change say to you? Was youth in a fix And each avenue more bonnie than the last? Was love on every corner? But it’s all rotations I suppose And there’s a little of you left now So I’ll send for it from the green green hills By the rising day, and one more lick of that Chucklebelle wine And I’ll be fine yes oh so fine Do you remember? All the rain from the Beano to the Weavers The drains had filled, boards had wavered All our love letters - to the street From too many days When I couldn’t even be full of pain But tonight I say to you I wanna stay on the right side of this Chucklebelle Wine And ill be fine yes oh so fine
7.
Whats the use in loving Without a lover there So I say I’m only feigning That I don’t even care But now I know I am certain I am not alone Anymore I came upon a dying dream Strung up on a wooden beam I gave my beads unto the sister And prayed at any cost But now I know I am certain I am not alone Anymore And when I’ve sung again for you Played every fool on every stage Tried the fruit of withered trees And you, you haven’t aged But now I know I am certain I am not alone Anymore
8.
Lord forgive me For I have tempted fate Storm drunk and tempered foul I’ve harboured far from your shores Only as they called me a liar Did I tell them of desire And all the things a lover could be Lord I beg of you To grant me back my wits I fell from love and bore a son Who brought with him a fee Only when they held me To my word did I deceive And sell them songs of mercy I didn’t have
9.
Blues Tune 04:03
There is happiness amongst the silver If you can bring your touch to the pines Always remember how it yearns Bury down your head of sorrow For soon you’ll find that every year Is but a flower in the garden
10.
Will you lay with me tonight or my lover For a life that’s longer than our days Come dressed as you are now - in beauty And your eyes that always fold me If you leave I’ll be bitter You know I’d be without your words and your company But how the movement of our moments Have tricked the light to shine on the gallows I thought I was older than this feeling that gets me now Or at least proud enough to wait If you really know me lay your heart down But forge your tongue to be gentle For I’ve known the birds you sing for And they are flying high and true on this night I thought I was older than this feeling that gets me now Or at least proud enough to wait I thought I was older than this feeling that gets me now Or at least proud enough to fall away
11.
Would you write it down on your paper? That you lied and you stole and you left That your supper was never enough for you Well I saw you first in the new hall You were fair to the first game of chance But I had my reality and you, you had your mask Am I but a holiday trinket A shadow cast out to the dark You spoke once of tall granite arches That when you returned you’d strike down The next that we spoke you were longing For a moon that would forever stay But god has no faith in its light, so you say But I saw you as you wandered the gardens Looking for the timid and meek You’re cruelty, it seems, was not just for me And when you came upon a mouse That squealed and fevered in fright You placed your palm over its eyes And purred into the night Well now that you’ve fled for another More flesh to keep salted and brined Good riddance to those I despise But you seemed to me quite fetching In your father’s beloved old coat But oh how your eyes have given you up as the goat Am I but a holiday trinket A shadow cast out to the dark You spoke once of tall granite arches That when you returned you’d strike down Am I but a holiday trinket A shadow cast out to the dark You spoke once of tall granite arches That when you returned you’d strike down
12.
I’m out, fumbling on the east side Lauding the hearts that linger on It’s just the waiting around Really gets me down Guess that I’m losing grip, but I’d loath being through I’m floored most every other night With smiles and clout that bust me It’s just the running around Really gets me down My life in the booth ain’t a jot, and nothing fits Lately, I’ve been dancing back to Every place that I was friends with It’s just the running around Really gets me down I know that you know it too but hell I love you I guess it’s all this around, fawned in this life
13.
Early Spring 03:43
What’s the use in picking between life and love, when one’s not half without the other? It’s an ode to days when spring was young I was blue but you were new to me Felt used by the passing whiles, though I know time will tell all the world that you want it to Pull a strain and fall in a longing road Or lay yourself by the crowns that impeached your day Trunks and tunes and old ways; to be on your own and falling about by the river Where the flowers grew and they knew me They knew you too and just when to whip away But what’s the use in picking between life and love, when one’s not enough without the other? Say it’s an ode to days young When I was blue and you were new to me
14.
St. Frances 04:30
Don’t tell but I’ve left for Santa Fe On the union railway east I hopped captain o’malley First degree I said “that’s that”, and although the lady was long ago She meant much more to me than days That I’d spent in those seasons away Chasing thoughts of freedom I’m fearful but I’m proud to be Another man under St Frances I’m swell I’m fine, it’s only my youth that has died I’ve tried to live with the tragedy But now my skin sags and lays I can’t be free Or pretend And don’t you weep when Sunday’s angels wheel me in By the only soul left in here. My pleasure was free and the longing I’ve lost, Oh but the freedom I’ve found
15.
Whats in the words I never say She goes on and never thinks of me When she had stayed she fell away Her melody has passed me by again Whats love for you is not for me Whats meant to be takes days to be What not your fault and what is true When destiny is wheeled by you
16.
Dreary Sabrina Tell me what’s your fire for Its burning higher evermore And I’m losing to your dreaming In its warmth Dreary Sabrina Are you leaving for the coast Take everything you treasure most Only to leave behind the meadows And the thatched roofs I’ve begun to understand you And you are nothing but a whisper From the stranger at the bar Yes you are Dreary Sabrina I had thought that you were fine That you’d been granted ample time Now you’d found your mother’s poems Beneath the stair Dreary Sabrina When you do come back to me I will not be here patiently I’ll travel far to see it Oh the love of which you speak I didn’t plan being nothing It just happened in this way And there’s nothing left to say Except I miss you Dreary Sabrina I found the watch you gave to me But good time it does not keep For its hands are all but useless For they cannot hold me Dreary Sabrina I only fell in love with you For there was no one else to choose In this place of prayer-less worship There was only you I was fortunate to see you When you bathed within the lake The moonlight for heavens sake Was born to kiss you Dreary Sabrina Do you often cry like this Looking for a thing to miss Like a birdsong carried through the window And laid gentle on your breast
17.
Well I was born of circumstance And I only know the things I’m told They say I’ve conquered over France And the more I talk The less I listen And the more the people cry I’ve seen as much as any man Who has seen his brother die I swore an oath to follow law And the oath I swore I never gave no thought Till the day they lay his body down Sweet Ann Marie I dream of loving thee But I shall not be back Until that coward crawls I have sent the old world back Ushered in a fresh decent Signed in blood and stamped in oil Theres a sorrow there That I loathe to share But I shall upon his name When I see my final sun I shall climb behind its rays To bear my brother’s silver cross His only crime Was running out of time And laying in the sand Sweet Ann Marie I dream of loving thee But I shall not return Until the beggar burns
18.
In My Room 02:09
In my room With its broken door The posters on the wall Of Hitler, John and Paul I see myself In my room There's books of Somerset Maugham Of Irving Stone and Oscar Wilde There's poetry of my own And I can be myself In my room There's imitation Lautrecs Jane Avril is my favourite The Moulin Rouge is next I think I'll burn them all For they're no good at all You didn't understand By my head There's a photograph of you Your face seems to be sad I wonder where you are I suppose you're fine I wanted to Share my room with you

about

All songs written somewhere between September 2020 and March 2021.

Half the songs were recorded at Harry and Fergus' flat above the William Hill on Queens Road in Brighton. The other half were recorded in Harry's childhood bedroom just outside of Canterbury with further overdubbing done back at the flat. Recording took place at various intervals between May 2021 and August 2022.

All 18 songs then mixed at Graham Nunn's studio space between October and December 2022 and mastered back at Harry's parents house in March 2023.

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released March 27, 2023

Tracks 1, 2, 4, 6, 9, 10, 12, 14 & 15 written by Harry Hayes
Tracks 3, 5, 7, 8, 11, 13, 16 & 17 written by Fergus Baynes
Track 18 written by the wonderful Jimmy Campbell

Produced by Harry Hayes and Fergus Baynes
Mixed and Mastered by Harry Hayes
Artwork by Fergus Baynes

Fergus Baynes - Guitar, Bass, Piano, Harmonium, Hohner Pianet, Reed Organ, Percussion, Harmonica, Vocals
Fabian Cortez - Guitar (Track 1)
Harry Hayes - Guitar, Drums, Piano, Reed Organ, Lapsteel, Tenor Banjo, Bass, String Arrangement (Track 16), Vocals
Jacob Stirrat - Violin, Viola, String Arrangements (Tracks 5, 8, 10, 16 & 17)

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